Hey Sword, its not all bad bro, I'm a young father of 3 and always running from one place to another for something. I feel I'm going crazy by being too busy and that I need that time with the Lord everyday, every morning. I get up an hour and 1/2 before I have to leave for work and still don't have enough time to be ready for the day it seems. I read my Bible and pray before leaving for work always wanting a little more time at home with my wife and kids. Sometimes I feel I so busy I might be missing the secrets that God whispers in my ear. Don't get too discouraged about your condition, everything is done for His glory. Fear is opposite of Faith, I know your have alot of Faith, I'll keep praying for ya!
for the cause of Christ from a fellow Christian solider, keep up the good works!
" If our greatest need had been pleasure, God would send an entertainer..... our greatest need was forgiveness, so God sent a Savior."