I really don't know you but I have read a few of your post on here. You seem like a good man to me. Just wanted you to know that I'll pray about your health and your depression. I too am troubled with depression at times and it's the hardest thing for some people to understand. Just know that there are many here that will have you in our thoughts and prayers. Above all remember that God is in control and he can make everything beautiful.
Hang in there brother, your days will get much brighter!